I have thought about him a lot over time as my personal experiences with him were unusual. I have two particular experiences that stand out, for they make me wonder how much of what he saw was real…for certainly some of it was. The first time I remember talking to him was late at night and I was hanging around with a group of young people, wishing we lived in a bigger town with more to do. He came up to us and asked if we wanted to go to the graveyard with him and drink graveyard water @ midnight. The point of drinking the graveyard water was to let the Spirits enter us or communicate with us. He then looked at me and said “Don’t worry, your a Brown so you have nothing to worry about”. (Brown is my maiden name). He then went on to tell me that because I was a Brown, I was protected from the Spirits. I thought this was a strange thing to say. But as a an adult who works with Spirits as a Medium and is from a family of Mediums I now ponder on what he knew and how he perceived it. The second experience I had with him I was sitting by myself on a park bench on the green in the center of town. It was early afternoon and I was waiting to meet up with some of my friends. He came up to me and said “You must be an Angel, because you have Spirits all around you”. I never felt threatened by him, but he made me think…what is he seeing and how does he know these things. For the things he said about me were true just misinterpreted. For I am protected from Spirits more then the average person, as I was born into a family of Mediums and I have multiple lives of experience working with Spirits. As for the second statement, I am not an Angel…but I do have an unusual amount of Spirits surrounding me.
This brings me to my subject…Psychosis & Spirituality
I believe he was truly seeing things that other people did not see, I also believe that not all what he saw was real or interpreted properly. This happens when someones Psyche is opened aggressively, through substance abuse or mental illness. Add to it the mentality that use to be pervasive in mental health counseling, which said that if you are hearing voices or seeing things that other do not you must be crazy. I want to state clearly, that I am not against mental health counseling, nor do I believe that everyone who sees & hears things others do not is experiencing Psychic phenomenon. I am simply saying there is a grey zone in which people suffering from mental illness are sometimes seeing things that are real. The problem is they do not know how to separate the truth from reality & often they lack proper guidance to differentiate between the two. We live in a tricky time folks where many people are opening up to Spirit and not all have the stability to handle what they experience. It’s important to remember when seeking Spiritual opening that we will need to work with our own Shadows, the wounded pieces of our Soul. There is a saying “Healer-heal thyself”. I feel it is more accurate to say that “Seeker heal thyself”. To be a Seeker is to be a Spiritual explorer. We cannot truly step into a relationship with Spirit without facing our personal demons, & we all have them. My second point would be to say that ‘forcing’ Spiritual opening can be dangerous and I would not recommend using psychotropics to open ones mind. It is true that it can give a significant boost in how one perceives the world, but it is also true to say that without proper guidance sudden opening can be dangerous.
Modern Psychology is exploring the bridge between Psychology & Spirituality. One of the things being presented is that the difference between a Spiritual experience & Psychosis is the ability to return to normal reality at will. With a healthy mind we are able to tell the difference between the everyday living (work, sch